Monday, June 6, 2011

Casa Adobe

I am here with no objectives. I want to help the kids with whatever I can. I want to share with them my knowledge.  I will have one reflection about it . Casa Adobe is an educational project in where IB students help little kids from Ruben Dario school to improve , not only in their grades but also in their social conscience . Kids , they said , are naïf , stupid , ignorant persons , uneducated humans . But I don’t think so , education sucks , it limit our knowledge and domesticate us . But is necessary, you can win the battle if you have the right tools to do it . First of all, now into Casa Adobe , we teach them math , estudios sociales , biology , geo , hist , etc , how the MEP said. But we also teach them to have an open mind , to see the big picture , to know that are certain thing that are still unknown for us. That not everything you learn at school is true . To know that there are millions of different point of view . But we never teach them who they are . We don’t know that . Kids are smart, not all of them but considering the fact that they are not yet polluted with all the social crap they are still ´´pure ´´ . So we have to teach them how to collect all that knew knowledge without being absorbed by the society . Human knowledge is not the only kind of knowledge that what we are trying to teach them . But I am afraid that one day I will be gone maybe in ten years or less I will be like the others , maybe not. I don’t know ,what I know is that we need people that can stand by their own , people that don’t belong to the isms . Those kids are our future , I have the duty to take care of the future of this planet .

Pacuare overall

Sometimes when we are waiting for one answer we forget that there are no absolutes here.  Sometimes we consumed our self in the routine and burned down our dreams condemning us to a life of mediocrity and conformity. We put a roof  to our wishes , a limit to our thoughts . We kill all of our hopes ignoring our most important part , innocence , everyone has the right to dream . I invite the world to dream . To go away in their mind . To break free from this routinized world. To have high hopes and to enjoy and always look for more . Never give up .
Thanks

Pacuare Day and Night 6 ( 21 - 22 )

This is our last day here , tomorrow we will be gone . I am sure that what I did was quite of satisfying to me a to the planet . Now I know what I am , I am one with everything . That is how you make it.  Loving . A have no answers and a lot of questions but I am not hurry . I have plenty of time , we . I have friends to make and to loose , love to give and to receive .The sun is shining in my heart. Now, everyday will be the best one and if is crappy I won’t worry .What a nice night , the sand was lovely the light was brighter with friends surrender . And with a lot of work to do , our duty .

Pacuare Day and NIght 5 ( 20 - 21 )

I feel alive in times where nobody understand, in times where is everybody against everybody,  In egoist times . Now I know is not about left or right , isms sucks , all those non-organic invents . I am sick of this , I want to quit but I cant . My duty is to change the world , to change humanity . I won’t force nobody to think like me  but I will forced them to think . TO THINK! To love each other , to feed us when we need , to help Nature which is help us . 5 days here , good to your body , to your mind , best thing . My body is getting used to this routine but it was not easy I am one of the few  that could do it , why ? Because you need mental strength to do it .
Night . At this point everything is more clear to me . I walked with no shoes in the sand  I need the contact with it .Everyone must be really gratify , full of positive vibrations .But no , not everyone is controlled , some of them are sick , just like me but without the strength to continues . I guess that there is always going to be some looses . The balance my brother , the balances

Pacuare Day and NIght 4 ( 19 - 20 )

Here we are . I start to think more and more about what I am and what are they. So , we were helping the turtles and by that the planet and we are part of this planet so why can’t I help them too .  I will be honest I consider myself a very intelligent person in some ways, however I am very ignorant on other things . The fact is that sometimes people are brutally boring to me  so I have to something about it , don’t you think so ? I mean, deal with the boredom , so I start to reflect about  Pacuare and then about me , about the world and go on and go on . At certain point I lost my own mental track . I was going to nowhere with that .
 I just wanted to described how was your mind under those conditions. 4 night was good , last turn 4 am to 7 am , good sleep . What I needed .

Pacuare Day and NIght 3 ( 18 - 19 )

Memories start to be confused even if a write this one week later. Day 3 and night 3 . People start to complain , they are obsessed . We work at night at day . Even Dieter is a little bit affected not like us . I think that most of my friends are angry because they had taken the night. The only time that we can be alone . Loneliness can kill us but is needed , and in Pacuare there is no night , no sleep, the body and the mind start to play .You need time with yourself , you didn’t chose to be with them , your IB class , and is comprehensible that you need your space . But you don’t realized the big picture . That’s the problem with humanity , always about them , anthropocentric world . Quite disappointing. I was trying to help the turtles not to help myself .  At least I can think .

Pacuare Day and Nigh Two ( 17 - 18 )

Day number two, just a little bit tired. No one is complaining, maybe raining or the sun was shining, I cannot tell exactly how the day was. In Pacuare day and night were one , no divisions , everything as a hole. But why? I wonder if there is a reason if there is certainty , can someone tell me ? No , I don’t think so . So I will help and contribute, that is why a cannot remembered very well certain thing because there my only focus of attention were the turtles , no pain , no suffering and no giving up never . I learned that there, that night , I was still very sick , vomiting  like a drunk and honestly I didn’t knew why till the moment that I saw my first turtle. That turtle showed me something inside myself. Something that I didn’t knew that existed . I am still trying to understand it . It is like a vibration that , like a constant flow of energy  helps me to reach a high mental state where there is no pain . Where my humans thoughts end and where the animal that sleeps wakes up . ARWSHD . Not that I suddenly like blood , but more in the way of a more open mind . Like a nirvana state but more useful .