Day number two, just a little bit tired. No one is complaining, maybe raining or the sun was shining, I cannot tell exactly how the day was. In Pacuare day and night were one , no divisions , everything as a hole. But why? I wonder if there is a reason if there is certainty , can someone tell me ? No , I don’t think so . So I will help and contribute, that is why a cannot remembered very well certain thing because there my only focus of attention were the turtles , no pain , no suffering and no giving up never . I learned that there, that night , I was still very sick , vomiting like a drunk and honestly I didn’t knew why till the moment that I saw my first turtle. That turtle showed me something inside myself. Something that I didn’t knew that existed . I am still trying to understand it . It is like a vibration that , like a constant flow of energy helps me to reach a high mental state where there is no pain . Where my humans thoughts end and where the animal that sleeps wakes up . ARWSHD . Not that I suddenly like blood , but more in the way of a more open mind . Like a nirvana state but more useful .
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